Friday, August 7, 2009
Baby Fever
I go back on forth on the whole having another baby. Some days I want to and other days I think, about how much I love Griffin and wonder if I would love the other baby the same. I know that probably sounds weird and I'm sure I would love them both equally. I also don't want to take any attention away from my lil monster and now I can spoil him and buy him anything. If we had another baby then money will be tight but I'm sure we would work it out. I want Griffin to have sibling to play with and be close to. I have always wanted a big family and if I could I would. The owner brought her 7 month old in today to work and I've been playing and holding him and it just makes me want another one. I want to wait until Griffin starts kindergarten. I don't want to wait to late my family has a lot of "womanly" problems and both my sister and mother had a hysterectomy by the age of 35! I keep playing with the baby here and makes me want one more. I guess we will see!
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you WILL be able to love another just as much...I felt exactly the same way...it just happens...and I have always thought as far as the $ if you want for something you want until you have enough $ you'll always be waiting for something.... :)
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I didn't think anyone else felt the same way I did...I definitely don't want anymore but for a while I tossed the idea around and always felt like if I had a 2nd I wouldn't be able to love him/her as much. As terrible as that sounds, I'm glad that you understand! Hang in there-whatever is meant to happen will happen!!
ReplyDeleteComing from a mother of two! Your love is just as strong for the 2nd child as it is the first. I promise. Your heart is even more full of love and especially when you see the two of them interacting together. :)
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