Boggie

This Boggie, the newest addition to our family. Griff is crazy about dogs, so I finally gave in and got him one, not to mention I am allergic to dogs (but I couldn't say no). He was so excited, clapping and squealing. He calls him Boggie, Doggie and Gizzy (gizzy is my mama's dog). He seems to be really good with my hell child so far. Griff tries to pick him up & rip his ears and tail off, Boggie just sits there licking him. They are so cute together...last night Boggie was chasing Griff around the house (Griff laughing hysterically). Every child should have a dog :) He has already brought my lil man so much joy!

Baby Fever

I go back on forth on the whole having another baby. Some days I want to and other days I think, about how much I love Griffin and wonder if I would love the other baby the same. I know that probably sounds weird and I'm sure I would love them both equally. I also don't want to take any attention away from my lil monster and now I can spoil him and buy him anything. If we had another baby then money will be tight but I'm sure we would work it out. I want Griffin to have sibling to play with and be close to. I have always wanted a big family and if I could I would. The owner brought her 7 month old in today to work and I've been playing and holding him and it just makes me want another one. I want to wait until Griffin starts kindergarten. I don't want to wait to late my family has a lot of "womanly" problems and both my sister and mother had a hysterectomy by the age of 35! I keep playing with the baby here and makes me want one more. I guess we will see!

CAN THIS DAY BE ANY LONGER?

I AM SO TIRED OF FEELING BAD! I'VE HAD BACK PROBLEMS ON AND OFF FOR ABOUT 11 YEARS NOW. I HAVE BEEN TO NUMEROUS DOCTORS, XRAYS, BLABLA AND THEY CAN'T FIND ANYTHING WRONG WITH MY BACK. LATELY I AM NOT GETTING ANY KIND OF RELIEF, IT HAS BEEN CONSTANT FOR A WEEK NOW. I FEEL LIKE I AM GOING TO BREAK NOW AND START CRYING RIGHT NOW. TOP THAT OFF I AM WORKING W/ AN OLD MAN THAT IS ABOUT TO WORK MY LAST DAMN NERVE. LETS SEE HE WAS SMACKING HIS FOOD LIKE THERE WAS NO TOMORROW. HE FEELS THE NEED TO TELL ME "THERE'S SOMEONE WALKING UP, THERE'S SOMEONE PULLING UP TO THE WINDOW!" LIKE I DON'T SEE THEM OR SOMETHING! HE FEELS THE NEED TO TELL ME WHAT TIME IT IS! AH, I AM SERIOUSLY ABOUT TO LOOSE MY SHIT. WHEN MY BACK HURTS I GET SO ILL, I CAN'T STAND MYSELF.

♥

He wouldn't look at me for nothing,

He got a big boy car seat, he's growing up so fast!

He's all serious, prob thinking enough w/ the pics mama!

Ah-chew!

Griffin playing peek-a-boo

20 months old

My baby is 20 months old today! He's growing up so fast!

Mid sneeze

He wouldn't smile for anything, this morning.

He's doing his "smell it" fist. (my mama holding him)

These are great!

Bad day

So Saturday I had to work at Gaston...It seemed like everything kept going wrong. I pulled the wrong drugs twice, entered a prescription wrong...um lets see what else, this lady starts pounding on the door after we were closed. Well, apparently I didn't make her enough copies and she was screaming at me and wouldn't leave, "I'm going to tell your manager". So we got into it, I know I made her those copies. Today, I found out I put the damn labels in the printer wrong and now its broke. I'm really paranoid I am messing up too much and they are going to get tired of it...I just feel like T-total shit right now.